Today I met with my counselor. For the first time, I was scared walking through the doors. Everything seemed to be in slow motion as I took a deep breath and went in. I had no idea what would come out of me in that room. Would I sit in silence? Would I just lose… Read More The Counseling Session

I began sorting through my husband’s things today. I can honestly say that everyday is hard. One day doesn’t trump the other. Everyday has its extremely difficult moments mixed in with the beautiful moments of laughter as we remember him. As I was sorting through his belongings I began making piles: what would he want… Read More Yellow Plaid Shirt

It’s the little things. Like a text in the morning, a friend stopping by, a hug from a stranger who knew my husband, or a simple “praying for you.” I couldn’t seem to get myself to church today. I did get out of bed though because Joah has pink eye, so off to the doctor… Read More The Little Things